Questions in my mind

I always wonder my hands are slower than my brain. Why one is different from other ?? Why are we like this??

There are no answers to these questions. You can't find answers to them in dictionaries. You can only find answers to these questions by giving your life to these.

This change alot in your beautiful. You start something with ideal thoughts but you end up with misconceptions,misunderstandings and hatred. 

I wanted to meet world's greatest scientists that made our countries proud and ask them one question.  Not everyone I want to ask Dr. APJ Abdul kalam. I never got the chance to ask him because he never meets stupid people like me. I want to ask his "You know that the weapons u made to defend India will one day will lead to its distruction. U know this the moment u started ur first invention, but what made u proceed with all these inventions".

I don't want this question to go waste. If ever someone reads this question, find answer for me because i am not good at talking to people.

Ever thought why god is not visible to us? U know he is beside u always, he hears all ur prayers, why doesn't he show up??

Because he is a watcher, he protects everyone being invisible. He fears that if ever he is visible to us we start hatting him forever for eternity.

I want to protect god, protect his world by becoming him...

What happens when we sleep or when we try to go to sleep??

When we go to bed, fully tired of this day's work and some despicable actions of friends, we won't go to sleep in a minute.

We think something. This can be for a fraction of second or this may last for long time. I know some of people can go to sleep quickly but some don't go to sleep. Whatever the reason may be the things which happen do not change. The only difference is if you sleep your conscious brain can see and sometimes remembers some events and your unconscious brain can see and feel everything. When you wake up the thing you only feel is weirdness all over your body, you can feel that something happened.

Then your brain tries to remembers them.

If you are wake up you can see and feel everything by your conscious brain that you are remembering something. You can remember what happened when you sleep or you may not. Similarly you can remember or not when you are wake up. This is because the series of events which occurs maybe linked to some event that is not known to you. But when you suddenly use the event, the events that are linked to it get spawned and then you will know that this is the dream that you felt before. How this process happens is explained below.

When we close our eyes,what we see is darkness and void(a space projected in our brain). This is subconscious. You can feel that its there but you doesn't know where it is. Now our brain which is freed from daily busy tired thinking and usual activities tries to get rest giving its command to unconscious. This is called sleep. Our brain searches all memories to make our brain calm and help us to sleep.

During this state our brain neurons connect to each other leading a trail of memories that you may have experienced from birth till today or this day or day before day or your plan for tomorrow or your fears experienced. These connections are done by stress you felt this day or before day or what you are thinking or seen before closing your eyes or the movie or events you seen or experienced before closing eyes. These events are generally the things that you keep on thinking every day when you get tensed,happy,sad or feared. The brain which doesn't know where to start takes all these factors as search elements and generates electric impulses in your brains which requests related information. This creates set of events which gets projected in your brain, again these result in new connections.

This connections end when you experience powerful trauma or interruption by any person or a event such as alarm clock or fears such as not to miss exam or call from a girl friend.

These events generated normally called as dream. Dream doesn't imply that these occur only during sleep. Dreams doesn't have proper story, they are always set of images or noises or feelings or sceneries that are wrapped up and are displayed in you void randomly. Though this is just recall you feel them deeply and thinking that its real. Due to this your brain generates various enzymes in your body to laugh,cry,fear etc.

Because of this most of us sleep walk or sleep talk or sleep smile.

Your conscious brain sometimes will know that these are fake memories but its just a feeling, if the feel is so deep you break from dream and feel awkward as said before otherwise your brain continues to be in dream.

First when i felt these things i thought these happen only during sleep or while going to sleep. But i was wrong. I tend to go to dream when i listen to a class or listen to songs or while watching a movie.

Always you tend to go to sleep an wake up from it. But more impact occurs only during sleep or when going to sleep.


Thank you........

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Life really become pussy when u get placed. I didn't know why I said that but i said. This might not be the case about others but mine . I started writing a book. I don't know why I started but I did. I no longer know what I am. A freak or human???

In sate of confusion and tension

I am such a stupid person. I am knowing know. I just got placed in TCS. I don't know why they selected me but I just got placed. Suddenly i am feeling that i should just take that job. But deep inside my mind i know that its not going to make me happy. And i wanted to show it what's really meant to be happy.
I have to start GRE preparation very seriously from tomorrow. What ever the hurdles may be i am going to start tomorrow.

Dreams that worth dreaming

 

I am very worrying person. I think to take things very lightly, but i take them to heart. I always think, what's "secret of success","secret of innovation". I realised now thats its pain what makes human drive to sucess. Pain that makes brain's neuron connections to break their routine connections and make new innovative connections utilizes more cerebral cortex than their normal usage(that's 3%).

I like to takeup lot of tasks at a time and dream alot about my future, I sometimes don't know how I came up with this idea and how to fulfill them. These are my current dreams:

I took up a mini project,a paper, placements and GRE preperation. These are my aspirations this semester that are to be achieved.  But I couldn't makeup time and sometimes go into panic.

I don't know how to manage time and heart to fulfill all tasks, but I am sure, I am not going to give up whatever the result maybe. I am ready to see the other side of my dream.

Whatever the situation maybe I will never give up my dream. I chose once that I will walk on thones to achieve my dreams no matter what. Its my confinement to my heart,what's yours??

Think.think and think....... This will determine what you will become.

Dreaming and thinking a idea is the easist thing that you will ever think of. The main problem comes when you try to put forth your dream. The first few steps will be very difficult. They force you to take back your steps. You may even cry at this stage. But never take back your step. Move forward facing typoons. You will see light when your dream fulfillls.

Most of us never realise what dream looks like when its fulfilled. Its greater than earning 1,00,00 per month. its greater than all of your imaginations. Its heaven god created.

Dare to see that heaven. The heaven made from hell of days filled with dreams from childhood.

Most of friends are very intelligent. I am not one of them though. I advice them to do something that they can use their cognitive power to change things in this world. But most of them say becoming software engineer is pretty easy, we earn more money with less work.

But they never realise that money will not bring them happiness.

If you are one of those guys don't blame me,if its your true dream go for it. But if its not your true dream think of it.This world requires  breakthroughs in many areas like green technology, green energy production, 100% of pure recylable fuel material,new power generation ideas,new ways to save power,new algorithms to decrease carbon emissions, nuclear power generation,nuclear stabilization,vaccines to new diseases that haven't ever seen before(you might have heard that there are many diseases which can be cured by a tablet before ew years but now because of change in climatic conditions, they became gained lot of immunity to our medicines and are leading to death).

According to predictions, 2050 will be the deadline to control co2 increase i.e decreasing temperature rise on earth. After that we need to take contingency measures. This might include killing people,shutdown all factories and co2 emitters(includng facebook,whatsapp). But i feel that this situation will arrise before 2050. Its just a feeling but, open your eyes and see things. You will know thesituation we are in. So what to do, should we just die??

I don't know the exact solution but I know a hypothesis that the universe splits into two parts for each decision human takes. If it's truth it will not hesitate to come back to its full strength by will and hardwork of all of us. The will power taht requires lakhs instead of 100's . This can have the power to pass our beautiful nature to further generations .

So dream big, never give up your dream until you die.

Types of chatting people

People basically chat or talk a lot. Some of them talk and chat with girls,parents,friends etc. Most of them waste lot of time without knowing.

I just divided people who spend lot of time into groups.

1. Busy chat

2. Show room chat

3. Time pass chat.

No. 1:

This case people chat always. They chat with teachers,friends and girls only on subjects and studies. Whenever you disturb them they say i am busy right know,don't disturb me etc.

These people think they are cool but they end up mess realizing that they lost great moments with friends.

No.2:

These people are like show room sales men. They are quite for long time,when some one comes they behave like they are busy chatting with important people. Basically they don't have any work and they don't really chat but seem to chat very much.

These people are waste and are are of no use to society. They tend to place easily by companies(just kidding).

The specialty of this people is they neglect all friends. They talk to friends whenever they get some serious use with them, they suddenly realize that i have a friend of this name. They behave like geeks all the time seeing friends inferior.

This people seem to come from hell sometimes.

Eg. I can give lot of them.

My friend who doesn't help anyone(who comes in this category), started talking to friends a lot after he got placed. He started thinking he is great,reached pinnacle of my life. He neglects all his friends who are close to him and calls girls and gives them advice how to get placed?? Whenever I see him I just wanted to shoot him with short gun.

courtesy to wikipedia.org

No.3:

This people(like me) never have specific work or have intention to chat. They see time and realize they have 30 minutes free time and poke a friend to chat.

These people tend to loose lot of free time and succumb later. These people always require support fro from friends and have good relation with them. But take care,they don't write notes and depend on you.

These are 3 type i made all people. If you find anyone comment below.

Bye...

More holidays more frusration

Its been three years I joined engineering. We never got 3 days holidays continuously more than once in semester. But this year where we are busy in placements and preparations for future,we are getting lot of holidays. U might feel cool but when seen from my point its lot of time wasted.

We used to go trips for holidays generally when 3 days comes. But this year we are preparing for exams and seeing every place in Google 3d maps. Its frustrating me.

But this semester decides life so i am quite. Otherwise i would have broken my head with frustration.